I know you locked the thread so this wouldnt happen but I feel I should show my support to you Ender.
I completely understand you. It happened to me something similar. As anyone else here, I have goals in this game. I like to talk alot about the game with other players (more than actually play it, thats why i'm not such a good player, scorer, whatever). But then I started to feel that the discussion about the game wasnt letting me doing anything in the game cause I wasnt playing properly. lets say I wanted to dump 1000 wins per day. With the talking I was just dumping like 200.
This happened particularly when Escapism was going ftw. I wanted to score real hard, but there was people that still asked me to whore my ratio whores! For godsake, it wasnt time to build bots, it was time to score! I'm not mad with anyone, it was just how I felt that drove me away from the game. I wasnt getting fun anymore. Well, after a couple of months being away, I hope to come back playing.
As to your situation Ender, I prefer that you dont talk with us and work on that PvE system. When you first talked on it several weeks ago, I was really excited. I cant wait for that. I hope you keep your schdedule and implement it in december. If not, that update would be a good way to start a new year too (this if the world doesnt end like maya calendar says...). More than january is unacceptable (of course you do whatever you want, i'm nobody to demand anything from you).
If you want you can lock this thread too and please dont waste time replying to it.